Let me live

It's been one year and a half since my life in Australia , I came to Brisbane in Australia with big dreams and just one bag, leaving behind the love of my life , my family and friends, but it was time to start again , it was time to change everything I had done and twist my life 180  degrees. I even tried to change my name, but soon after I realise that your past is always behind your, the good things can be a good memory that can help you to keep going many times when you are close to give up and throw away everything , the bad things can help u to compare that you are living a better present , but there are such things that you can replace or find easy like love , that precious treasure sometimes drive me mad , I have had awesome fun and amazing sex nights , as I am gay that's not a difficult thing to find around , but love where is love ? I want to believe that true love is just in a thunder storm , or is the twitter of birds after rain , maybe is the light of the sun in every sunset or even sunrise , love is every where In Mother Nature , nevertheless we feel alone sometimes or at least I am feel alone, I have good friends but I would like to gift my heart to someone else , someone that could give me his love , all his heard beyond his body , his thoughts and his smile , I would like that to feel completely peace . I am not the perfect person and I am not looking either for someone perfect because there is nothing perfect, I love defects I love honesty overall , I ask life that I need to live I need to get that , but in vain I have found anything yet, my prayers has not been listen , probably I don't have enought faith , probably the one for me still out there waiting for me . I am asking myself that I need to live just that , I need to live and love my life everyday , and keep hope but I can't just wait I need to act , I have to push my weigh in this business too, but I am so inexpert , I don't know how, the last time I try to start something he just never answered again ,   He knew I liked him so much , but it was inevitable , maybe I showed too much my feeling, I fail , he didnt want to start a relationship but i was not intelligent enough to make him love me . I need to start clean to start limpio again , if you know what to do u would like to listen or to read your comments .

MY FIRST LIMPIO POST

I am starting this blog, because I think that I need to share my thoughts with someone out there or at least try too, in this blog I want to share my life experience, my poetry, my feelings and everything I will consider can help someone else in their dayly life , or someone that just want to read reflexive articles about our existence in this planet or universe, our purpose in life and how to think out the pot, because we are more than 7 billion people in this poor planet, and many people just live worry enough to think in themselves.
I hope you like that.
love u all and here we go.